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[08 Jul 2002|10:26pm] |
People still in my business! Damn get a life and stay the fuck out of mine!
Alrighty, i'm not in a bad mood. People are just getting me agravated. GeEzie!
I have a new journal ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) purdiifullz
Leave me a lot of comments!
Tomorrow I go for blood tests :[ and on Wed. I am going to my cousins for a week or so. FunN! :]
I will explain everything tomorrow when I have time. Remember I Love You All!
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| I Give Up |
[08 Jul 2002|01:59am] |
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Guys suck. I'm done liking guys. I'm done with everything. People are dumb. People need to mind their own business. People need to know what the are talking about before they say shit. God. Just stay the fuck out of my life if you're not gunna care, and if your not gunna be there. You're not a true friend. A true friend is someone who is there for you when you need them, not someone YOU need to talk to when YOU have problems. Stop using me. Everything is changing with you. O0h lo0kie me im cool. Your not. You need to stop acting all big and hard cause you aint shit. Damn.
Okkkk .. so, I am so0 in love with Justin Berfield. Total hottie. <33 He is Reese from Malcolm in the Middle :] Anyway, i'm done telling people i care for them. Ya wanna know why? Because it don't mean shit to them. It does'nt even matter. Why should I waste my time? I don't even know why I liked you. I don't like your attitude, and your attitude reflects on your personality. So, therefore i don't like you very much. Well, not anymore as 'boyfriend' material. I don't even know what I was thinking. GeEz. Anyways, we'll always be friends. Hmm .. that doesn't seem to make too much sense. Oh well.
Tiffany called me today. She moved to Marlboro. Hopefully we can hang out soon; it's been a while.
Vinny also called. I am mad at him. He is staying in Miami until August. Usually he calls me everyday, but he hasn't. I miss it :[ Omg, i actually miss Vinny. Lol. That's ok, he's a good friend. Seriously, you might think im kidding because I dislike him at school, and when he says retarded things, but deep down inside, he's probably the only true friend i have around here. Well, not here for another month but yanno. Oh yeah, Agnes called. She starts summer school tomorrow. Well, today, until the middle of August. Sucks to be you. hehe j.p <3
Karen and I are started to become closer. She's my bestest friend that lives the furthest :] i love you girl <33
I wanna thank Sarri (~sarri) for making me an icon .. thanks sweEtie <3 x0x
I'm tired now. I'm gunna go to sleepy land now. Ttyl <333!@#$%^&*( xO -UnO amOr-
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[06 Jul 2002|05:47pm] |
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At times I may upset u, sumtimz I'll make u mad.
Sumtimz my words will wound u, at times I'll make u sad. But u'll neva find anotha girl that loves u more than me,
I love you with all my heart & soul, for all eternity.
I want . I need . I w0uld die t0 be.
His life . His l0ve . His everything <3
-Dedicated
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| Anywayz |
[05 Jul 2002|08:16pm] |
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Ok, well, Erika and I just had a fun time leaving mean, funny comments. It was fun, but the one girl is pretty kool, and the other chick should stop being a loser with no skilLz! HapPy belated Fourth Of July! Yayness! I got to watch the fireworks from my porch .. the bugs were too bad at the beach. Uhm, me and Sean were fighting last night :[ God .. I liked him so0o0 much, and he didnt even care. He didnt like me that way so0 why sh0uld i just waste my time? So I told him, and he said he cared about me alot .. and I know he does .. I care about you too :] and no matter what fights we have, we'll always be friends .. no matter what. Phil and I are starting to uhm .. 'connect.' To Nick I dont exist. God. My life is sad. I want someone to love me :[ (a boy .. not family .. not someone who HAS to) Now, Tiffany. She is doing alot better .. she got the staples out, and she is getting the iv out so0n. I havent talked to her in like, a weEk. Im getting worried. I've been in the po0l alot latley .. trying to teach my brother how to swim :] he is scared of the water because one time my uncle bought him under on his shoulders, and didnt come up .. so yeah. Anyways, just thought I'd share my report card ..
algebra: 84 80 midterm: 70 81 89 final: 79 final grade: 82
spanish: 91 92 midterm: 91 88 92 final: 86 final grade: 90
english: 72 84 midterm: 76 93 77 final: 91 final grade: 82
biology: 85 82 midterm: 55 86 85 final: 90 final grade: 82
world cultures: 86 87 midterm: 74 80 85 final: 88 final grade: 84
social/pers. responsibility: 95 88 final: 92 final grade: 92
computers: 95 97 final: 92 final grade: 95
art: 95 95 midterm: 90 95 98 final: 95 final grade: 95
health: 85 final: 90 final grade: 86
gym: 60 80 80 final grade: 73
hmM .. not too bad :]
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| B0reded |
[04 Jul 2002|12:01am] |
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[01 Jul 2002|11:04am] |
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heeeey!! s0rry i haven`t updated in a few days .. jus beEn realLy bizy. my cuzin jenNa came over on tuesday .. it was a fun visit. we aLso finished the po0l .. itz finalLy done. yesterday when my aunt came to get m cuzin ( since she changed her mind about stayin til tuesday ), we had a bbq and stufF. guesS wha guyz? im so0 ko0l .. lo0l .. right jesS and .. welL .. i w0nt say the 0ther name. 0k .. s0 jus th0ught i`d telL y0u why i haven`t updated in a c0uple 0f dayz .. talk t0 ya later .. bye bye! <33 x0x
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[25 Jun 2002|11:38am] |
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hey! what's up? not too much here. i just woke up. :yawwwn: geEz i ish a sleEpy head. anyways, jus thought i'd do a liL update ..
saturday
wh0a .. i can't even remember ..
sunday
on sunday, i went to holmdel park with my brother, my sister-in-law, my niece, and my nephew. it was so0o much funNnNn! we walked 6 milez 0n a lil hike through the wo0dz .. and we had a lil picnic. it was so0 cute. then we came back to my house and watched Black Hawk Down. Then when my bro and everyone left, me and my mom watched The Others. that movie was weird.
monday
yesterday me and my mom watched The Mothman Prophecies. that movie was so0o0o0o weird and hard to follow. hmM .. i think i believe in it. ho0 knowz.
thanks
i wanna thank kim (~eternallykim) for making my icon .. and teEny (~kiishez) for making my new layout <333xO
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[21 Jun 2002|09:31pm] |
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alL i have to say is whipPed cream =]
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[19 Jun 2002|06:33pm] |
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Today is the first day of my summer vacation. Yay! Today sucked though .. big donkey balLz .. right James? lolol. I am so0 b0red, and s0 sick. I feEl like po0p. AhH.
Yesterday
Yesterday I got outta school at 10 .. so0, me, martina, and leanne hung out at teEna's. Then at 11:15, we went back up to tha scho0l to get shannon. Then blah. We all chilLed, and TeEna told someone that I would fxck him at the 7-11! GroSs. He wanted to do it too. How pathetic. I also told the one kid I like that I liked him. He don't seem to care. That's ok. I like someone else also. <3 Yesterday I wore my slipperz to scho0l .. I wore them alL day. Peoplez were jealous. Don't hate :] ha. Okay, so0 yesterday I had fun. Today is boring. Oh well. Im done. Leave me some commentz puhLeaz! <33 x0x
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[19 Jun 2002|02:56pm] |
Eh yo. Like the layout? My friend TeEny made it for me. She is the bestest. She gets 1oO% credit 378974172874309328740927904721326468324 times. Yay! Thank you so0 much. I love it so0o0o0o0o0o0o much! Everyone look at her journal ~kiishez. Its really phat. Thank you TeEny! <333333!@#$%^&*)@^#
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| FiNaL |
[17 Jun 2002|09:55am] |
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Hey. I just got done taking my world culture final. Right now I'm sittin here with Shannon getting ready to take our computer final. LaLa. I miss Tina! She's not here yet. Oh well. Ok. Im gunna go now. <33 x0x Wish me Luck.
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| FunN WeEkend |
[16 Jun 2002|07:07pm] |
Heyz everyone .. how are ya? Really? That's great. I'm good. I had a pretty fun weekend. Welp, on Friday, my cousin Amanda and my uncle Dennis came over. My cousin and I just watched movies on tv, talked, yanno. Then, yesterday we went to the movies. We saw Spiderman and then Scooby-doo. We got to see them for free, got the drinks, popcorn, and candy for free too. See how speshul we are? We have connections. Not really .. my cousin JJ is the Supervisor. We went with my aunt, uncle, and my mom .. but they saw something different. After Spiderman, we went to Wendy's .. and then ran to Radio Shack. While my aunt was in Radio Shack .. my mom, cousin, uncle and I were waiting outside .. and yanno the lil horse ride thingys that are outside of stores? Welp, I rode it .. twice. It was so0o0o0o0o freakin funny. I was dying. AhHhaHah. Should have been there. Ok then after that we saw Scooby-doo. They were both good movies, except Scooby was corny funny .. yanno? So yeah. Today my bro bought my niece and nephew over finally after a month .. my uncle Michael and Aunt Sharon came .. and then so did my Aunt Leeanne and my other cousin Jenna. They didn't stay long .. and my Uncle Mike and Sharon went crabbing with my Dad. Today is my dad's 49th birthday! Yay!! <333 Happy Father's Day and Birthday Dad!! Tonight I gotta study for my world cultures and computer final. SheEsh. Okay, so Im gunna go now. BuhBye! <33 x0x
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| LaLaLa |
[12 Jun 2002|08:50pm] |
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Hey Hey! What's up!? Not too much here. I just got done studying for my finals. I start them tomorrow .. first I have algebra, and then spanish. Today after school i went right over to Shannon's house and we studied for algebra since I am so0 horrible in it. Yeah. So, I came home, talked to Tiffany and Vinny on the phone, and studied. Tiffany is coming home tomorrow. Yay! I miss her :[ Ok, so, since we have cheat sheets, I made one for algebra with one of each type of problem so I know how :] and for spanish, well, thats easy. I'm pretty good with that. I made one for english even though that final is on Friday. I made that one good. For biology we can't have one, none for world cultures, or computerz or art obviously. That's ok. I'll do ok right? Wish me good luck. I have half days all this week, and on TuesdayI get out at 10 because i take my art final and then i don't have one for gym. So what Im gunna do is go to Tina's house and chill for a lil. This weekend I plan on going to the beach again, and studying for finals of course. People get me mad. Bring me into their damn business. God. Leave me out of your baby shit. Stop talking about people behind their backs and you wouldn't have this problem. God. and stop acting like you know everything because you DON'T! SheEeSh! O0h yeah, I wanna say bye to Steve since he's not gunna be going to Keyport anymore. I'm gunna miss you! <333 We'll still chill though. Go0d luck at the new school. Ok, Im done now. Buhbye!
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| TiNa `n` ShAnNoN |
[11 Jun 2002|12:35pm] |
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hEy!! oMg tHiS iS sOo sAd...OnE mOrE dAy LeFt oF aCtUaL cLaSsEs n dEn iTs oVeR n i PrOlLy wOnT sEe n E oNe aLl SuMmEr!! :'( oMg iaM gUnNa mIsH u! LoL..i lOvE y0o0o0o0!! i lOvE sHaNnY tOo!! hEhE.. wElL tHiS yR hAs BeEn sO gReAt n iAm gLaDe tA hAvE tA cHiCa LyK u aRoUnD tA lIsTeN tO mUh iSh lOl BFF!! -TeEnA
OmG tHiS yR iS oVa AlReAdY iT wAs fUn! wE hAd aLoT oF gOoD tImEz We hAvE tA hAnG oUt tHiS sUmMeR i HaVe tA dO cOoL tHiNgS tHiS sUmMeR bEcAuSe i aLwAyZ sAy i wIlL tHeN i DoNt aNd mY sUmMeR eNdZ uP bEiNg bOrInG! :'( WeLl LoVe yA LoTz bUt gTg -sHaNnOn
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Hey lj buddiez. How goez it? It's doing better over herez. I just talked to Tiffany on the phone b4 .. she seems to be doing better thank god, and hopefully, maybe i'm going to see her tomorrow. Yay! I miss her =[ As long as she is doing better that's all that matters. She don't think she's gunna be mobing for a while. Yay again! She's my bestest friend and i don't want her to leave me. Anyways, this weekend wasn't as boring as alot of the other ones. Friday was messed up because me, jess, steve, and sean were supposed to go to the movies but we didn't have a ride home. So that's that. Yesterday I went to Jessica's. We were on the computer trying to make her a homepage. It's hard since she has AIM. Also, we sang sum go0dy songs .. right Wifey? lol. Go us! *wo0 ho0* and and we tried to make salad and grilled cheez. That didn't work out so good. She wanted the 'fatty' part. ahah. That's way gross hun. lol. Today Im just chillen, trying to do my homework. I can't think. ahH! I keep gettin chest pains. Im too young to have a heartattack .. right? ShEeSH. Ok, so im gunna go now .. try and finish my homework. <333 xox
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| Po0pieZ |
[07 Jun 2002|05:39pm] |
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People are pathetic. Like 5 people told me they were gunna make me a bg and/or an icon, and no one has made me nothing. Thanks.
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[07 Jun 2002|12:24pm] |
Hey people. What's up? Not too much here. I'm just in info processing, very bored. I did my assignment already .. pretty much everyone did. WelL, tonight's gunna be ko0l. Jess, Steve, Sean, and I are gunna go to the movies and see Spiderman. FunNn. Jess just told me a funny story in lunch, 2 periods ago. I wanted to die lol. ahHhHaHaHa. Tiffany's dad hasn't called yet, since Wed. I guess that means everything is ok .. hopefulLy. People are being so retarded. I hate when people are gunna sit there and make fun of her and laugh when it's not a joke. It makes me freakin so0 mad. Hopefully im going to see Tiff 2morrow. God. It's gunna be weird and different. Oh well, she's stilL my best friend and that's not ever ever ever gunna change. Ok im gunna go now because Martina wants to leave a comment, and .. yeah. <33 x0x
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| BaD wEeK |
[05 Jun 2002|05:03pm] |
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hey everyone. welp, i just thought i'd tell you that tiffany is now in icu. her operation took 7 hours .. they didn't expect it to be that long. when i got home, my mom told me she was still in surgery. i was like wtf? and i started flipping out. i thought something went wrong because usually it don't take 7 hours. so0, my mom called them back and they said that she was in the intensive care unit. i was like thank god. i hate people. i told my friend jessiey about tiff, and she started laughing. i was like what the fuck is so funny about someone having a brain tumor? and she was like i dont like her. i was like yeah well if she drops dead you wont be laughing. i swear to god. even if you cant stand someone, even your worse enemy, you shouldnt wish them dead or hurt, or not even care. i know i wouldnt. ya wanna know what else happened? last night, after i found out about tiffany, my uncle called and told me that his gurlfriend, shes like my aunt, was getting a pacemaker. thats a machine that will keep her heart pumping. damn. last night was bad. and usually, when you get bad news, it comes in threes, so i thought to myself, what else could happen. nothing has happened so far, knock on wood. well, i just got home from the hospital. i got an iv, and then they shot a steroid into it, and then i got 3 treatments so i could breathe better. im okay so far. do you see the pink and green flying monkeys? or the yellow elephants? wow i was weird b4. anyways, thats it. so, for all of you who commented saying that you were gunna pray, thanks.
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